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i need a friend   
08:07pm 03/01/2006
  I have felt so lonely lately. I'm finally at my unit, but I don't feel right. I'm out to my chain of command, but I'm worried about what the rest of the people in my unit would think, so I'm very much living a lie. I just wish that someone here understood what I'm going through. I just don't trust anyone here enough to share my issues. I mean, there is one guy, but i've alienated gay men by telling them my identity. I mean, most of them can tell, but a lot of them are almost... insulted? by my gender identity. It seems to them like I'm what makes 'normal' people think they're effeminate freaks. I just want a friend. I need someone to be  
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Uh.... If I find one, you'll be the first to know.   
01:34pm 13/12/2005
 
mood: exanimate
music: Captain Badass- Songs:Ohia
I've spent the day doing absolutely nothing. I amd dying from boredom. If anyone wants to give me any suggestions on what to do to alliveate the boredom, let me know.

Which means you, guineverekoopa, you're the only one that reads my LJ.

Don't feed the rabbit lettuce!!!		  
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Gender Quiz   
12:59pm 12/12/2005
 
mood: content
music: Feel Good Inc., Gorillaz
I just took an online quiz that said it could 'Guess my gender'. After filling out each question honestly, I found out that I am actually very much a girl! (Yeah, like you didn't know before) I also just got a message back from JAG saying that I am not eligible for discharge (yay!) and I can pursue SRS when I get to my unit, provided I act at least a little masculine, and don't hit on guys while in uniform. I can live with that. Everyone, say a hooray for Christina!		  
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The Open Door   
03:26pm 23/11/2005
  I saw a squirrel through my front door this morning. It was running through the gravel, kind of hopping almost. I thought for a while on the beauty of nature. Then I wondered, 'wtf is a squirrel doing up at 4:30?'  
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Still alive.   
07:01pm 22/11/2005
 
mood: meh.
music: Feel Good, Inc. (Gorillaz)
Well, my pass got denied, so I'm going to make sure that the bed doesn't go anywhere.

Just as well, really.

Oh! I started a really wierd WoD game. It started out Hunter, but then a Vampire and a Changeling joined, so now it's kind of just this thing. Then there's this normal guy who's caught up in the middle of it. He has no powers or anything, not even a gun. But he keeps fighting the darkness because it's the right thing to do.

But that still doesn't explain the odd growth in the refridgerator...		  
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No greetings necessary   
02:34pm 11/11/2005
  Well, halloween is come and gone, and here am I. The one time of the year when I am the most normally dressed person prestent is gone. I know it's a little late, but still...

Anyway, I looked for a wig today, and apparently the closest wig shop is 30 MILES AWAY!!! ordinarily, I wouldn't care, but I don't have a car. So Christie is stuck on the inside still... I'm kinda pissed off that my Drill Sergeant made me throw away my old wig and clothes... those things weren't cheap... Talk about 2 paycheck's worth of clothes...

But I'm better now. I'm finally off post, and I'm going to take a nap. Then look for some way to get a wig without paying 30 dollars to get there in the first place.		  
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